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Saturday, January 29, 2005

daddy left.

i miss daddy.
i don't miss mummy as much.
but i miss daddy.
i didn't cry as much when mummy left.
but when daddy left,
i cried a river.
i made his shirt wet wet.
i couldn't help it.
i miss him.
whenever mummy called home,
she'll ask,"do you miss me?"
silence.
then she'll ask again and i'll say of course i do.
but in actual fact, i don't really miss her.
i miss daddy.
i really do.
maybe it's just the fact that now i'm kind of parentless.
when mummy left, i knew i still had daddy around.
so maybe that's why.
but i don't konw.
it feels so empty.
huge house.
with just a few lonely souls.
the warmth and life of the house is dissipated and dry.
oh well.
but everyone's so nice about it.
aunties and uncles all volunteering to help kor and i out whenever we need help.
and... everyone's just so nice about it.
met jiajia for dinner.
ate lots.
talk lots.
i love jiajia.
went popular shopping.
i finally bought my nice fasteners.
i like.
i shall bathe,eat tic tac,file my stuff...
and decide what to do next.

[ Jude whispered ][ 9:19 PM ]

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